Now I know it is true. Or maybe I think it is.
I am feeling good today.
I feel unease. I’m getting nervous. I’m troubled.
I know I should hate you. For leaving me.
I should be thanking you. For staying faithful until the end.
I must not look for you. Because it brings me false hopes.
I don’t have the words but I have the need to speak.
Silence on the outside but inside there are a lot of noise. I can’t seem to find peace and quiet.
My visa got approved today and certainly that is a reason to be happy because my Taiwan trip is now a sure go!
And I started my day with somehow a clear head and heart.
I find comfort in writing senseless rants. It alleviates my anxiety and stress. So if whoever reads this finds it too dramatic that I cannot deal with it alone, go away.
As the title states. I’m lost.
Warning: long rant.
I will just take a break from my food series and make a review for the new Disney movie installment, Moana!
The film tells the story of Moana, the strong-willed daughter of the chief of a Polynesian tribe, who is chosen by the ocean itself to reunite a mystical relic with a goddess. When a blight strikes her island, Moana sets sail in search of Maui, a legendary demigod, in hopes to save her people.